Marmalade Skies

Since I am only 21 I don’t have many regrets in life. I could say I regret the way I let people treat me, the way I have treated others, or decisions that I may have felt to be wrong at the time. I can’t say I didn’t dwell, or imagine the alternative possibilities, but [...]

I feel I have lost my flow recently. I try to think of ideas, and the most I can come up with is a banal description of my day.
My blog has always been a place for me to ask questions, to vent my frustration. I often find my answers simply by exploring the possibilities in [...]

I never did get around to my New Year’s Resolutions. But I do want to start living how I want to live, so here are my goals. These are less like concrete resolutions, and more like ongoing goals. But I will still need to come up with concrete ways to make them happen.
Write – I [...]

Coming back from holiday was a shock in some ways. I had thought that everything will be fine, him and me would move in together soon, we would have jobs etc. But we heard from a job for which he took three interviews over the course of about two and a half months. He didn’t [...]

There are phantoms and shadows which force me to ask questions every day.
I would like to say that the phantoms come from lost friends, friends who never understood my ‘weird hairstyles’ or sarcastic jokes.
But most of those friends lurk in the shadows of my past. Nothing they ever said to me meant anything of value.
Out [...]